Butterfly Kiss

The intense darkness is the beautiful sleeping
butterfly.
Do you even know you're in the deep blue sky?
The fragile world is like building blocks;
It wants to fly away.
For the one who had only one wish
And loved it...

The dice were thrown.
"Paradise" rises from the future.
You and I unite in the far away dream,
And we'll get across this blood red river.

If I can return all of your tears back to the sea,
Will the sins and pain be forgotten too?
Warmth was given to a lonely wing
By that precious kiss.
For the one who had only one promise,
And kept it...

A flower embraces a cross with uncertainty.
With that, bloomed a fickle angel.
If, someday, love that's far away is found,
Then paradise will be given to you.

In search of true light,
We live innocently.
For the only one who now believed,
And love it...

The dice were thrown.
"Paradise" rises from the future.
You and I unite in the far away dream,
And we'll get across this blood red river.

A flower embraces a cross with uncertainty.
With that bloomed a fickle angel.
If, someday, love that's far away is found,
Then paradise will be given to you.

World

Zaman trus mnerus brubh...smakin jauh prbhan yg klhat..smakin mrinding pla driku...
Skrng...sdh hmpr gak ada kjelasan antara kbaikna n kbrukan..kbenaran n ksalahan..
Smuax buram..di samarkan olh logika manusia..
Prasaan2 manusia yg dlux murni..kini trnodai dgn tindakan2 brtjuan mngikuti hasrat n ego mreka msing2..
Smakin jauh kta mlangkah..mka smakin bnyk eror yg kta dpatkan..
Hal2 ini kuanggap..sbgai erorrisasi yg pxbab n alasanx trjdix tak lain krna khendak manusia..khendak kta sndri..
Jika ada istilah evolusi..prubhan,dinamisme ke arah yg lbh baik..mka kta skrng sdng berdevolusi..stagnansi..kmunduran ke arah yg lbh buruk jika kta smua msh tetap mmprthankan erorisasi ini...

Question

Ak..gak bsa mmpercyaix..
Htiku cmas n resah...
Sperti ada ssuatu yg mau dsmpaikan oleh htiku..ssuatu yg pahit!!

Beginning.0.1 prologue for a long journey

Ku hanyalah sbuah bintang yg ksepian..sndri trambang dlam kehampaan..brsinar redup hmpr mati..
Kupikir ku kan jatuh..hidup dlam pnindasan dan lingkungan yg kras..hanya sndrian..hanya sndrian..

smpai hri itu tiba.....

mentari trbit di ufuk timur...ayam berkokok di teras rumah..seorang bocah yg msh mluk bantal trbring di atas ranjang berseprai merah..guling kanan guling kiri..dgn gaya tidur yg tak biasa..
Sinar mentari prlhan mnyusup ke ke tmpat dimana bocah it tidur dri pori2 kaca yg lmbut..menggesek kulit bocah itu dgn stu dua panas yg dikandungx mmbuatx trbngun dri tidurx..
Huaammm...bocah mnguap.."hari yg bru dimulai lg..msalah mcam apa yg kdpatkan hri ini ya??"gumamx..dia lalu mnurunkan kakix yg kurus ke lantai..dgn sdkt hentakan..diapun brdri..
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Bocah berbdan kurus dgn kulit putih berwajah dgn eksperesi yg datar...tmpak ugal2an dan loyo..yup..bocah it adlh aku..
Hri it..hri prtma kujalani hidupku di bngku klas dua smp..awalx kpkr gak bkal ada yg brubh di klas dua..sma dgn klas 1 n sd..sma2 pnuh dgn hal2 yg gak mxnangkan n pnindasan..dipalaki,dipukuli,diisengi,dijadiin nak bwang..hueee..mxbalkan!!!

Dgn lngkah gontai..ku brjalan ke kamar mandi..ambl hnduk..n byurr..mandi buat siap2 ke skul..

stlah sarapan..kupamit pda kdua ortuku..lalu kukayuh spdaku mlewati jalan brliku..mnuju smp 1,smp favorit di bantaeng,kbupaten tmptku tgl..ya,wlaupun kta orng2 nh smp mantep,ratingx bgus,muridx cerdas..tpi tetep aja ada anak nakal!!sok brkuasa!!n ska mnindas!!mxbalkan!!

jam 7.08 kusmpai di skul..parkis spda..ikuti upacara hri senin..ya it dah jdi rutinitas..tpi bdax..tmben hri ini kutak trlmbt ke skul..biasax sh pas dtang ku dikuncikan pagar mah pnjaga skul pe hrus mmhon biar dibiarkan msuk..atau hruz nekat mnjat pagar blakang sekolah..

slese upacara..kumlangkah msuk ke ruang klasku yg bru..kelas 2a..it kelasku yg bru..dlam benakku ku brhrap bhkan pe stengah mmhon spya di kelas ini gak ada atau stdakx kranglah murid2 yg sok jagoan n ska nindas bocah2 lmah mcam aku..

n akhrx..hrapanku trkbul..ya wlaupun dlam klas ada jga nak nakal..tpi stdakx gak pe 4 5 ornglah..lumayan..krang pnindasan..

sesaat stlah msuk kelas..ada yg mnyapaku..bocah lainx dgn bdan yg lbh gmuk driku..berisi..n mnurtku bsa digolongkan bdan bsar mcam ptarung2 dlam skala kelas bocah smp..tpi syng skali..ada pepatah yg mngatakan bdan bsar lum tntu brani brkelahi..n pepatahx bnar!!aris nurdiansya.,tmanku dri sd..brnasib sma dgnku..sring ditindas!!
Aku lalu mxapax balik..kmudian mngambil tmpat duduk di blakang..knapa di blakang??biar guru2 gak bsa tau klu ak gak mmperhtikan guru saat mngajar n mlah mnggambr gundam di buku2 plajaranku..
Aris mngambl tmpt duduk yg smeja dgnku..ya stdakx kubrsyukur krna yg duduk di sblahku bkan anak krang ajar yg ska mngganggu bhkan trkdang mmukul kpalaku tiap guru dah slesai ngajar..
Plajaran pun brjalan..aku aris yg duduk diblakang sma skali bhkan dah bsa diblng gak mnikmati n mngikuti plajaran matematika yg bgtu mmbosankan n rumit..dlam otak kami..trtnam suatu kpercyaan yg mngatkan matematika th tabu buat dicerna dlam otak kami..bsa2 matematika mnjdi protein asing yg mnimbulkan kelainan pda kpala mcam kebotakan pda usia dini bhkan pe kanker otak..
Cman..dlam plajaran kali ini..ada yg mnarik prhtian kami..dua orng anak yg duduk di dpan kami..ya biasax sh yg mnarik prhtian dua anak cow tuh dua anak cew jga..tpi kli ini lain!!yg mnarik prhatian kami th dua nak cow...eittss..tnggu dlu!!jgn brpkran yg aneh2 n gak jlas!!bkanx kmi homo atau smacamx..amit2 dah ska atau prhatikan ssama cow..gni2 kmi jga ska curi pndang mah cew2..cman kdua anak yg kbtlan duduk di dpan kmi th bda dri mrid cow2 lain..bda dlam artian gak kyak mrid cow yg ska nindas n sok jagoan..jga bda dgn murid2 cow yg di kpalax cman akademik mlu smpai2 urat ijo di kpala mreka pe klhatan jelas wlau mlhatx tnpa bntuan luv atau kca pmbesar..ksimplanx..mreka unik..gak msuk dlam ruang lingkup murid2 yg kmi blacklist dengan kategori sperti diatas..yup..hope that they just like us....
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I miss u Lyrics

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends (miss you miss you, miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
(miss you miss you, miss you miss you, miss you miss you)

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